da-da-da come on baby we ain't gonna live forever

Friday, July 30, 2010 12:16 AM

Well I feel so stress currently with all the things going on at work and my own personal life. Things just don't go the way you expected yet you feel like shit. Everyones mouth can be a bitch but I have yet to be bitchy yet, sooner or later once I build up all the stress till it reaches it peak that's when I am going to explode all out. I kind of like the stress level but don't ever judge how the way people work or how they can make work happen. If you are panicking, dig a grave for yourself but don't bring others along with you. A coffin only can fit for 1.

Flashy Flash Friday, June 25, 2010 6:27 AM

Lets recall back some time alright?

All my 9 months being with him has all gone down the drain, when i found out he was cheating with another guy, not just another one guy but two guys as well.

And it took me time and effort to suck it all in and believe the fact that it has happened.

I tried my very best.... and everyone was supportive and yes disappointed as well on what he did.

I gave my all into in and it was fucked when i found out....

Now he is happen with some other guy, but he does not know about him, well too bad that guy's closest friend is mine and he knows, i just told him not to tell him yet, let him find out by himself as how i did.

Now for the Present picture.

I met the sweetest and adorable guy name Shah.

He has everything that i look for and definately there are thing which i really adore him..

His smile esp makes me melt and definately the most charming person i've known...

the manliness of him just turns me on and sex is not on our minds,

His explanation were taughtful and he is always helpful in everything he does,

definately affectionate.

He may have his dilemma but i'm there for him....

Even if i help him to i have nothing, i still am happy to give him my all,

He brought back the life and the endearment back in me,

I bought him a Gift and i know its his fav.

and i wanna get a bigger one soon for him! That if i have enough money thou..

I wanna do so much things yet so little time and not enough money!

Need to get a part time job as well

Long Long Long Sunday, May 16, 2010 9:55 PM

Vimal is back again! This time with pics! ahahah
enjoy!
from pinkdot 2010!

blog time again Saturday, April 10, 2010 8:51 AM

I been thinking, all the things you said to me,
all the problems you tell me.
is it all lies?

lies just not to meet me so tat u can meet him?
saying u are alone outside, but actually with him?
i dont know?
should i think tat way?
you make me wonder sometimes whether have i been a fool?
have i been cheated by you all this while.
the sad thing was u actually introduce him to me as your cousin.
but ppl have been coming up to me and telling me tat his ur bf and dont tell me.
are u hinting me something?
i cant play this game anymore......

I taught you were the one.
for months we lasted and that was the longest and faithful relationship.
ppl might say only months only.. only 8 months together?
we'll this is my longest relationship with someone.

you tell me tat you dont want your mum to know tat i am ur bf, so u put ur cousin's photos..
but ppl comment and u said tats ur boi. isnt it ironic already?
i dont understand your motive, dont understand anything! i am lost totally,
sometimes i can sense a lie, but i just keep quiet just waiting for you to just confess!

but i cant wait longer, and let u keep getting away with lies on me!
how can i be such a fool!
i should have seen this coming!
but i was blinded by your love,care and comfort!

what is going on aliff!
tell me please!
tell me the whole truth and nothing but the truth!

Its better if you just tell me, rather than i figuring it out myself, which i have did with black and white evidence.
just tell me k?

BASEMENT 1 Sunday, March 21, 2010 6:58 AM

BASEMENT 1

Wednesday, March 10, 2010 6:13 AM

Both Of these 2 are my bestest boyfriends!! i like to see when they go drag!!

they love to play with their play makeup!

OMG brothers..u all are supper funny!!

Once In a Life time u get to see them..

so enjoy the moment!

This Is Ahamad Ridzuan

This Is Rafie Johari

Knock Out 6:04 AM

I Wanna Say This!

I Will Wait!

Difficult

But

I Will Wait!

Sorry my friends, I know its stupid..But i got to give it a risk..

I have to wait and i will wait..
its very sudden!

short Saturday, March 06, 2010 8:26 AM

finally i get to meet him yesterday!
i was happy and yet wanted to cry

Long time!
and lots of paraniod ideas!

but i still love him!

his outlook changed!
something about him is changed..
mmmmm

I love u!