I was watching this singapore produced gay program on youtube
and It lead me to a website..
I took this out of the site
Its a local website which till now still exist!
I was very shocked!
just by reading the first paragraph...
Basically i am confused also!
Some say god has created us this way for some reason,
and i dunno why we should alter it?
If we are gay or lesbian or watever,
Why should we change?
Its not like the cloths u wear everyday u know
And Even thou u change ur cloths everyday!
u still decide wat to wear, becos u wanna feel happy!
So we should be happy as well for wat we are!!
Why change our happiness!
date:
time:5:41 AM
title:Looking At Youtube
So Basically i was bored to death and decided to look through vids!
And I was looking at how Dump Singaporeans can be.
And Not knowing tat whatever is posted on the net can be seen worldwide!
And Yes i do have comments so share..
I hate it when Ppl Start to talk very loud in the bus/train/ or even around u.
I dun understand why u have to? when actually the person u are talking to is right beside u?
Is he/she deaf?
There is no such rules in the bus or anyway except in the lib saying u must talk softly,
u know why?
Becos its common sense!
We cant basically start putting rules
eg
No shitting in the bus
No Standing on one foot in the bus
No hugging in the trains
No Peeing in the bus or train
U know why we dun have them!?
BECOS ITS COMMON SENSE!!
singapore is a ever improving city, lifestyle and economy
If we wanna show tat we are one..
We gotta act like one..
Pictures of singapore on the post cards or Tv are so nice to see..
but The ppl living in the country can be a pain in the neck sometimes!
I was once in the train,
going to Tamp
And there was this teen and his Mum!
Basically there were talking soo loud and taking up 3 seats..
i dunno why? they wanna let the whole cabin know wat are they talking?
Might as well i get for them a portable mic or get them to wear a mic so all the radio stations can tune in to them right?
And Last week, if i am not wrong, I wanted to go meet my friend
So i board a bus..
and there was this group of teens..around 4 of them..
they were standing at the open space in the bus..
and there was this particular guy took soo much space tat whoever boards the bus and wanna move in.. has to squeeze through him..
And My Block!
There are these aunties or even uncles... digging through trash!
how do i know?
Well sometimes whenever i go down to get a drink, i will see tied trash bags near the bins.. and later in the night when i go down again, or the next day, i'll see all the items from the bag are out and creating a mess!
I Find it kinda immature!
how to educate?
It even happen to my trash?
Imagine one day u throw ur tongs or g-string?
and the next day u were in good mood and suddenly u see ur tongs on the floor?
I even seen it from my own eyes the person doing this!
Its not one person!
a couple of them from the same block!!
date:
time:4:01 AM
title:Saturday!
Today,
mmmm anything interesting
mmmm Nope!!!
I Guess Today wont be fun neither will it be tml?
Miss My Love Soooo Much!
date:Friday, September 25, 2009
time:11:26 AM
title:Guess Wat i've found!!
OMG!!
These were the pictures taken during 2007
When I first started to really dance!
Haikal,Izzy,Dawn,Zeella,Me
Got Rudie also..but cant find his..
Omg!
i really2 miss the time we had together!
All the fun and laughter
All the Tears and pain
All The Suffering and Pushing
All Thanks to Izzy and Zeella
Practice those days
Used to be like On time Practice
Those late catch up urself
never come also the same
Izzy would Scold upside down!
And Practice means Practice
Once we step into dance studio
We start to practice till the time we were given to end!
No smoking breaks! nor Food breaks!
Drinks got.. 5mins or less!
Air Con Room, But We sweat as if the weather was 35Degrees!
It was super fun!! We all suffered together!!
No excuses from anyone,
I remembered i was once very sick!
Izzy Ask me to come down to dance!
and i went becos i know tat i at least can sit one side and see wats going on and wat to expect!
Now i comparing to Wat i have been doing,
You gals are lucky, i just never say much..
alot of time wasted!
Last time i cannot dance at all! cannot even shake my body or booty or ripple
And izzy's choreograhpy was tuff tat time for me..
And i still never give up,
I still get fucked up
But in the end it brought me up
Now i give my best in everything i do..
All Out!
Last time practice!
Izzy teach we also must give energy
Even when learning also
Even when we showing also
Even when we Practicing also!
No energy will kene fucked up!
And
He taught Us how to work together!
How team energy is important!!
But
Comparing it to the ppl now which i have
Haiz.. i stress!
I dunno how to help these gals anymore
I Feel like wanna Say good Bye and just leave..
From The start of the 1st day,
you guys asked for me and ryna's help
We said yes, and we were soft to u guys..
but sooner or later u all took advantage..
Last time
Izzy Teaching us time, no one will ask question or watever,
No Handphone allowed!
When he teaching means he teaching..
any nonsense he make noise!
no laughing2 all.. unless he laughs..
now,
I dun see the seriousness in these gals
maybe 1 or 2 yes..but i dunno...
Last time
When we gossip or bitch
We do it right infront of our faces..
Now,
I dunt even know wats going around
I feel like somethings happening in the room whenever i step into the studio
Maybe me and ryna regret doing all these from the start and even entering the studio
Maybe we dont...
Its just a mixed feeling!
I talked about this to Ryna
She knows how i feel
we both know!
Becos we know tat this will happen!
maybe tats why we both fucking angry
These is another issue
Even When we are old,
We must set good example
We must do so, so that the younger generation will do so too
If we the old ones keep recalling the old problems
definately the young ones will never forget..
we must not show them we still remember that issue..
so they will think tat "ouh they forgot about it, i guess we should too"
If We keep going back to the past, we never going to see the future.
I and ryna still remember wat was said by EVEYONE at the 1st time we taught u guys
Now i and her wonder,
was our decision wrong..
I still See hope,
But Everyday its decreasing
I Teach everytime
I decide wat u guys doing
I decide the song
I push u all
I think of choreography for u all, even thou i know i'm not good
I know whose good and whose not good
I know Who can dance and who is trying their best,
who is putting in energy
who can catch the steps fast
who shows the steps cleaner
who really follows the beat
who puts in flava
who is committed
who is deserving
who is going extra mile to practice on themself
And In the End,
one person's effort and decision is not bigger
everyone has to make it..
i and ryna remember wat was said during the 1st day!
Very freaking 1st day!
Why I want a all girl grp!!
Finally i can share it here without any interuptions!!!!!!!!!!!!
the reason becos
if there was 10 girls
the energy they put together will be more powerful!!
and looking the current girls..just 6
their energy like only to 3 or 2 gals in total!
and
why i dun want a mix grp
These gals are weak..
yes2 i know if u put the guys in, and wat if they are weak also right
no matter wat..if u put 2 guys in..
the ppl will mostly look at the 2 guys only..and the gals will look like backup dancers
look at me and the gals during last performance..the same thing happened!
regardless 2 or 4..the guys will have more energy to power them out..
becos the gals are doing well enough to proff their energy is there..
if the gals can do tat! i will not say anything..
but its sooooo obv there are not.. so a all gal grp will allow them to use eveyone's energy
to make it into a bigger energy!
logic!
And Foremost i know wats their chemistry like among them
Its not about judging just by seeing
if u all dun get it,
I dunno wat to say..
Why I writing these all in my blog and not saying it out
becos i think i not the same V i used to be
i think i dunt wanna have issues
So those who read these,
and feel its reffering to u and u are unhappy about it..
Tats not my problem,
dun even bother approaching me and talking about these,
you wanna tell the whole world go ahead,
i wont bother..
wanna start putting fake names or asking friends to hate tag me go ahead,
i wont bother...
Wanna Show stupid Faces or Talk about me when i go for breaks
Go ahead.. I love tat
Becos at least i'm still In Ppl's taughts
After months and its the same shit
So we Cant be bothered already
its like we used to it
even been through more worst than this issues!
But we will only bother about 1 person
Just 3 pics
and it helps me throw out all my feelings!
It really shows old times are the best times!
I really Miss Izzy's Teaching Alot!
He is really one of a kind
And always be love by me
And Zeella as well
Dawn as well
And haikal as well
PS: If got many spelling error or watever shit! i dun bother...
Becos i know you will say, talk so big but spelling wrong or english sucks or wat
i cant be bothered...
date:
time:6:51 AM
title:My honey's nonsense
date:
time:5:12 AM
title:Old - New
Ladies And Gentlemen
Guess what i've found!
My Old Pictures
Well It Goes From the Top, The oldest
To the bottom, the lastest of me
All These pics have special memories
Except the one, which is me in the boxers, that is a even special one!!
date:Thursday, September 24, 2009
time:4:58 AM
title:Weather!
What the hell is wrong with the weather lately!!!
Esp today!
I was out to go to granny's place and bomb!
The sun's heat! and the hot wind!
Water was rolling down my fore head!
i had to take showers as many times just to cool myself down!
Its all our fault!
Use alot fo cars, Air con, etc
Cut alot of trees!
Use tissues like water!
Some even take so much in Macdonalds but in the end only use 1 or 2 only!
I don't even know whether Macdonalds recycle the tissues or the wraps they use after the food is consumed!
Look at the Q for ppl buying 4d/toto, All waste paper!
Same For this, dont even know whether the papers are recycled after the nums are being scaned!
Might as well just use some touch sreen num pads to key in the nums and pay them right!
Mrt stations should use some fans..for those not built underground ar..
Its Getting hotter and hotter!!!!
My journey from jurong to serangoon, I can still sweat when i reach Serangoon!!!
I'm complaining!
but here we are suffering from Economy, but not really cared about how can we save the earth!!
save the earth first!! than we can live longer to have a better Economy!
Its linked together.. We recycle paper, than we dun need to cut more trees, which leads to a better weather!
On a lighter note!
Must Save Money For BBQ!
Which i know i can do it!
and have been doing it!
date:Sunday, September 20, 2009
time:2:15 AM
title:damn sick
Wtf happen just now V!
i was walking to 711 to get for my dad drinks than ask i was walking back.. i started breathing fast and i was opp my block and was buying super glue and i felt giddy and my vision when like.. i dunno how to explain.. now i at home on the bed!
ITS SICK TIME NOW!
date:Saturday, September 19, 2009
time:9:58 AM
title:Yawn
Just Got Back From My aunt's Bday gathering!
Today is Hari raya!
Bf is going to be busy today and also tml..
Happy Bday To Nas!
so as i was saying
bf is going to be busy!
everyone is going to be busy
so basically V will be at home later and tml
stuck with family!!
I'm kinda worried
Dad bought a weekend car
39000
Every month me, my mother, Dad and Elder brother have to pay 100 bucks each
So yes i gg Ns, so i only will be able to pay for 2 years
wat happen after the 2 years when i am going to study again??!
its for 7 years u have to pay!!
and my elder brother is working on contract! wat happens when his contract ends sooner or later??
how!!
Mum make a big issue about it when i told her tat!!
Fuck ar! she dun understand wat i am trying to tell her
I rather save myself before even drowning in money!
I haven told dad!
well lets just see how it goes from here ar!
So as usual i am paying 1/4 of the money
i get to use the car as well!!
hahaha unless i get my auto car licence soon!!
HAHAHA!!
date:
time:3:48 AM
title:Saturday
Wah.. A week has gone by soooo fast!
Tml is like hari raya already..
happy hari raya to all my friends...
Lets start from
upcoming events
- 27th sep, i will be performing at paris ris
- 29th Sep, Love
- 2nd Oct, I am doing a BBQ ( only Invited Guest )
- 3rd Oct, I will be performing at Serangoon ( BHCC )
- 4th Oct, Hari raya show at Serangoon ( BHCC )
- 5th Oct, Gathering with friends
- 6th Oct, NS!!!
One Thing i should never do is
Sending out mass text messages wishing everyone
becos everyone replys me back at the same time
and i am so stress becos my phone lags!!!
point to note!
Nothing interesting happen lately
just tat i cant sleep well
mmmm other than tat..
nothing much ar
i just cant wait for my bbq!
going to be fun!!
Ps: Should i Smoke Weed?
date:Sunday, September 06, 2009
time:11:39 PM
title:ROM
I went for a wedding today! wasat little india its my cousin's wedding My dad's elder sister's Son's wedding! hahahah
He is like 28 this year.. a year older than my brother
Well, i wish them both the most happinest moments in their life
when will my brother get married?
When will i get married with my bf!
date:
time:11:23 PM
title:Trip To melaka
Well i was off to melaka for a holiday/Relative visit!
no pic of me..
but pics of my way there and stuff gg to post just 10pics if tat is enough
My Way after crossing tuas check point to malaysia checkpoint
This is at Malaysia's check point
Just Reach melaka central
Near My Cousin's Place
Dinner at Some place called Newton
Gg to go for shopping!!
Still At shopping!!
On my way to Sg..
This is at Johor already!!
date:Saturday, August 29, 2009
time:9:38 AM
title:Getting it off
Today which was my 1 month, was at home the all day deary fallen sick, due to a day where we both got caught in the heavy rain.. hahahaha He has taken off as well for later good he can rest finally...
So before i was blogging i was watching AXN , The haunted house Hahaha have u guys ever wondered why ghost appears only at night? like after 12midnight? and they are not around in the morning and afternoon? its kinda weird how humans always believes word of spread and turn it into a fact.. and spoiling the child's mind, giving them the impression that "if u dun sleep at night, the boogie man will catch u" or etc... funny thou, as i am 20.. My chair actually just shook before i was blogging... as if someone else sat on it again... mmmm maybe just my weird imagination....
fasting month... the ghost all wont come!! BUT chinese ghost month... The ghost all wondering around!!!
which is which....
cuteness... well i got about 35 days? to NS never really count.. but just a random number... I CANT WAIT!!!
NS : POLICE STATUS : ATTACHED INCOME : NOT YET!!
i need more to fill up my boring life profile!!
Att: i will link u guys up soon.. just abit lazy ar.. hahahaha sowie..soon alright..sorry