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Wednesday, August 15, 2007 6:30 AM

Anyway finally i can blog today. i have lots to say. and here it goes

1st i thing i got issues with alot of ppl and i just want to clear them but at the same time they are the ones who are always around me. so its so stressful to settle it.
2nd i want to leave my dance crew and be in peace for awhile, the reason being is that, the crew cannot decide on a decision and ppl tend to change it now and than and i don't like it. basically we cannot get along like we use to last time and as days goes by i just wanna not appear in the studio with all of them. I've been planning and i wanna leave the crew right after ITE roadshow, However becos of someone i am not going to leave the grp but pass down my leadership post to 3 ppl who i've noticed for the pass few months.
these 3 ppl have shown great improvement and i believe they are all equal so even if 1 is selected, i still want the other 2 help each othere out!
So the 3 ppl are Wani,Netty or Rudy
I just want to become a member and not a leader anymore.
I feel that i wanna take another step higher than all of them and i wanna move on. I wanna be like Zeela and Izzy. but i won't neglect my grp however.
Anyway tml my grp got practice and we will have to discuss about Costume. and guess what i think maybe we might have a conflict tml.
Reasons, Everyone is going to have their own ideas and everyone is going to just shoot it out without even listening to others and believing that theirs is the best. well what i am going to do is that.. just take all the ideas and mix them together if anyone rejects it i got 1 choice for me, the choice is i will just walk away from the room till they have decided than i come back. haha simple and effective. I just can't get it why we have so much trouble deciding, look at others they dun have any trouble doing it, i dunno why we have it. SO MUCH TROUBLE!!!!
i dun like ppl who want this to be done his or own way and has their ego into the dance, its just full off crap i hate it.
next if u think we are the ones who are leaving u all out well look again, its u who is the one who is leaving us away dun come crawling back and telling us why we leave u guys when we are in the grp or watever becos, u are the ones who push urselfs away from it. u know what i dun give a damn if there is relationship or watever inbetween you all. becos the bottom line is you guys are dancers in the studio not other things!!!
Next if you think you can dance, well go ahead dance but dun ever go over the limit and do things your way becos the next thing u will see is ppl hating you and not loving u.If you think you have the talent teach others not show off and yet 2 are doing it. it might be nice to see but i HATE it!!!SO just FUCK IT
Next Msg and calls inbetween practice. i agree i have them too but please tml onwards no more off it. Reminder will be given to all to silent all phones only during break can use them.
Next, Older or younger, wiser or clever i don't care, Simply We are equal!! If i can mention the name here i will be explaining more but too bad i just dun feel like mentioning!!!

Next, I dun care wat ppl think of me, arragant or whatever, i just got something to tell you guys, look at yourself in the mirror before talking about others. and 1 more think, do you think i CARE!!!