I am totally lost! everything is going blur and i dun think i can no longer live in this world! i am coming to the end of my life! please save me someone! i can't go on living in a place called home! its not home! its hell! I hate u My FAther! I hate u My Mother! i Hate u My Brothers! And i love u! that someone! I wanna go cut myself! go jump down building! no one knows how i am feeling right now! even if u guys think u do! u dun! becos there is a all lot of things happening! and my feelings is everywhere! i am faking everything in school just to make my surrounding happy! everybody must be happy everytime! even at BBQ~ everywhere everyone must be happy n no one should be sad becos of me! I LOVE U I LOVE U GUYS! And HATE MYSELF! Even at this state! i am helping others to be happy and not helping myself! i am really a great friend! i hate myself! haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am totally confused right now! i am having bad headaches! i am going to die! i fucking hate everyone at home! Fucking hate the fact that i am living at home! Fucking hate that i came out from my mother;s pussy! and i wish i was so adopted! which i think i am RIGHT NOW! FUCK U VIMAL!
Muah
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