Today had rehearsals
and basically i will loose my voice shouting again
its like a norm nowdays loosing voice
but well for the nation
so i am happy
i watch latter days
and i cried like giler babie ar
its so relate to me
i wonder will all the waiting will be good for me?
will it?
i just wonder right now?
nevertheless
its love right
wat can i do?
2 months and its gg to step into the 3rd month
lets see how long i can wait
My character is different i noticed
i feel like i wanna be alone nowdays
becos ppl just tick me off.
maybe they might have not noticed it.
but even normal ways of communication ticks me off
random i know
loner i guess
maybe i am better off being a loner?
there are times where i just feel happy alone.
looking at other ppl with their grps of friends
thinking, must we have friends to make us happy?
why can't one find happiness from one itself?
TV, PSP, MSN, are all these necessary for me to be happy?
Well friends do make us happy
but is it 100percent happiness, if its not
than where is the missing number of it?
i wonder
Definately i know i am different
i cant always be the same person everysingle day
i am not a Computer
where everytime u on it loads Windows
well watever is it
i know something i will do everyday
and that is
TO WAIT FOR THAT SOMEONE I LOVE
even thou if it was dating also i will be super happy.
and it will be 100 percent happiness than