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trois:
Just Miss It Saturday, September 20, 2008 10:43 AM
I Wanna say
i seriously miss that hug from that special someone u love...
Its just warm and secure
It means alot to a person when u recieve a hug
Its makes u feel safe and be in comfort
tell u that someone is there for u....
Well sometimes is decieving thou
u get to know someone and after knowing that person
he just goes missing!
maybe tat hug was meaningful to me..
but does it for him?
i wonder
u just know whether tat hug was full of love for u..
u can just feel it
or is it just a lie.
i kinda wonder why i always get hurt.
I got to know. u lied to me!
lied to me alot!
saying things which actually i believed
and when i asked the person..he knew every single shit about it!
Bitch! u lied to me...
How could i be tat dumb!
I should have forseen it!
now i wonder why am i still in love with u..
Its weeks nothing from u...
and i am still holding onto it like a Fucker!
i just thinking wat have i done to ppl to deserve this!
maybe its just not my time yet?
seeing all the others getting dates and lasting long..
and looking at me.. i almost fit to be a WHORE!
well i have to let it go right..
yea i should..
maybe shall not date or be interest with anyone..
i guess i am fated to be single forever..
and just be with my friends and dance and studies..
argh! i'm just fucking angry!
i got to know it!
u said " ouh we dunno each other anymore..his changed and be lost contact" etc and more other stupid stuff
and
the friend u said told me this
" ouh (name) ar.. hahahah.. i know everything! his my BEST FRIEND!!"
thanks!
and i said this
" HE IS SUCK A FUCKING MOTHER FUCKING BITCH! WHOM BROKE MY HEART! FUCKING ASSHOLE!!"
"bye"

thats all!!
cant hold it on already!




I thought for awhile
I'd found someone to love
Then I saw your smile
And you're all I think of

You're in my dreams
And in my heart
I want this to be
I don't want us to part

I say I love you
but I often wonder if you believe
How my love is pure and true
and how I need you with me

I hear you've found someone new
Now I wonder is it for revenge to cause me pain
She knew I cared so much for you
She doesn't realize how without you I go insane

You meant so much
I loved everything about you
I wanted to feel your touch
I thought what we had was true

I sit and picture your smile
Imagining your lips kissing mine
I knew deep down for you I'd walk a thousand miles
But that was another day and time

I can't say I won't always care for you, because I won't lie
But if you could only see
The tears that I cry
You'd know your true love is me







Muah
Vimal Alfano Seffan
I Hate Blogging!
Defination Of Myself